updates !!

Again...time flies, as it has come to an end of our lecturers. On the other side,its only the starting of the race , the race of competing against the time , no doubt its a tough one......oh nooooo, there's only 30 more days left to the finals, can anyone just turn backward the time, make me a child again, even just for tonight ! Okay, that's all for now .... got to kick myself back to prepare for MOCK.... i'll just try my best!!!

不是为了生气

不是为了生气

有一位禅师非常喜爱兰花 . 有一天, 他要外出云游壹段时间, 临行前交代弟子要好好照顾嗣里的兰花.
在这段期间, 弟子们总是细心照顾兰花, 但有一天在浇花时却不小心将兰花架碰倒了, 兰花盆都跌碎了, 兰花散了满地.
弟子们都因此非常恐慌,打算等师父回来后, 向师父赔罪领罚. 禅师回来了, 闻知此事, 不但没有责怪, 反而说道: “我种兰花, 一来是希望用来供佛, 二来也是为了美化寺庙环境, 不是为了生气而种兰花的.”
禅师说得好 - 不是为了生气而种兰花的.
同样地,在日常生活中,我们牵挂得太多, 我们太在业得失, 所以我们不快乐. 在生气之际, 我们如能多想想 : [ 我不是为了生气而学习的 .] [ 我不是为了生气而工作的. ] [ 我不是为了生气而作姐弟的. ] [我不是为了生气而交朋友的. ] 那么我们会为我们烦恼的心情辟出另一番安祥.

HaPPy BiRthDay IVAN !!!

Just hereby to wish him once again HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY !!! A funny & easy going guy he is, he is one of the funniest friends i ever had........you'll always see him talking all kinds of jokes, talking nuisance, performing his talent on magic & he denies magic is a trick & always being the one who talks the most(hope u don't mind), entertaining our gang, laughing all the way long, and lastly i'll not forget the "tapping" from you ivan, ahahaha..... now i've been trained to be quite alert in the sense of my left right shoulders receptors, Hahaha !!! Oops...almost forget to mention that he's the "MEN IN BLACK" ....wearing black shirts almost everyday & sometimes other colours which are black, Black & BLACK again..... Wondering the scene of opening his cupboard full of BLACK ones..hehe. Also recently being MAFIA KING..... at the same time improving his acting skills i guess...

sorry, i only got this photo of yours

(the one sitting on the floor..)

LAstly, to wish you all the best for the whole year long & may all your wish come true...

A New Day...

WOohaa... i've just gone for a sweaty morning, a refreshing one,was jogging & streching to strengthen up all my losen muscles rejuvenates energy needed after having more than enough rest of 6 days & though it'd not been productive ones... went to philip's house last sat & i believe it'll be more fun if we'd play MONOPOLY, its been a long time i'd not played that when we use to play it during our childhood...and somehow i just got that feeling that i've to face the reality - being stress (sigh..) & being excited at the same time that i could learn more knowledge that i always enjoy... self-conflict indeed...hehe

And indeed i feel that its going to be a new day tommorow and i don't know the reason for it, and my resolution from now on is to focus on studies, no more slacking behind & have confidence in myself always ... okay that's all for now... & i think i won't be blogging anytime soon..

p/s: pls leave a message if there's anything & take care my friends .....

How much is ENOUGH ?

We often want more than we have now. More money, more gadgets, better furniture, a better house, a better car, more clothes, more shoes, more success. And what happens when we get more? We aren’t satisfied, because there are new ads for new iPods, for new laptops, for new iPhones, for new cars, for new clothes. We have to have those. It’s impossible to satisfy that hunger for more, because our culture is not satisfied with what we have, but is geared to wanting more. That's sounds preachy, so let’s move beyond that. Try asking yourself now how much is enough, how much do you need in order to be satisfied? My answer is that i would already have enough — possibly more than enough. (doubt it ?)

What does “enough” mean?Enough doesn’t mean the just bare necessities of life. That would be food, water, shelter and clothing. It could be a house with a bed, a table, a chair, a place for food storage and preparation, a toilet, perhaps a shower. That’s not really enough.

Enough means having enough to live, and enough to be happy, and enough to thrive. For me, as I get happiness from writing and blogging, I would need a laptop. Perhaps I could use the public library’s computer, but in any case “enough” would include some access to a computer.
Enough would also mean food beyond just survival food — food that makes us happy, but not so much food that we are being excessive and gorging ourselves.

Enough could include cars, if those are necessary, but for some people it wouldn’t necessarily mean owning a car. Enough could include watching DVDs, if that makes you happy. It could mean an iPod, as for me to be happy.

What do you need to thrive? You don’t want to just survive, you want to thrive. You want to be good at what you do, and do what you love. You want to be passionate about the things you do, and be successful at them. What do you need in order to do that? How many tools or material things do you need to thrive?

If you didn’t want to have more than enough, could you work less? Do you really need all the income you bring in, or is much of it to support a lifestyle that includes more than enough? For example, you might have expensive cars when only one cheap, used car is enough. Or no car at all. Or you might have an expensive home when it’s really more than enough. Or credit card debt from too many trips, too much shopping, too much eating out. If you didn’t spend all that money, and didn’t always want more than enough, perhaps you wouldn’t need as much income. There are almost certainly people living happily and comfortably on a lower income than yours.

If you worked less, could you be happy with enough, and happier doing other things? If you didn’t have to work, you might be happy with just enough. And you might enjoy working less. It’s something to think about, anyway. Also think about what you would do if you didn’t have to work. (but i would think there's much more things to do out there, hehe ! just a childish thought of mine)

"Enoughness" isn't something to "live up to" - it's something to discover through the process of truthful and compassionate living.

Ouch !

Today, went out with mum and it begins like this:



I started parking the car and then open the car door and stepped down onto the ground. By then, i closed the door back & waited for mum ..... & ?!?? And then started to feel there's thousands of some tiny creatures crawling upwards from my toe to my knee....this was followed by signals being sent to my brain... interpreting it & responding with my head turned down & eyes looking at what has happened ?? Before i get to know what has actually taken place, i start feeling the pain akin to being poke by about 20 needles at the same time, waahh it was just some bites by the antz... but it was just so pain.... but all these only happened in around 2 minutes time... hahaha... im just too bored that im describing each & every process of it.. k that's all for the time being .... bye!!



listening to: love story-taylor swift

Miror of myself

You may think you see who I really am but you'll never know me...

every day it's as if I play a part

now I see if I wear a mask I can fool the world

but I cannot fool my heart

look at me, im not meant to place this high

when will my reflection show who I am inside?

I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart what I believe in

but somehowI will show the world what's inside my heart...

Now I see that if I were truly to be myself,I would break my family's heart.

why is my reflection sometimes being someone I don't know?

must I pretend that i'm someone else for sometimes or all time?

why must we all conceal what we think, how we feel?

must there be a secret that i'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that i'm someone else for all time

when will my reflection show who I am inside?



(splash...splash water >>> do i really know myself?)