nice song

heard this song - 绿袖子 元若蓝 on tv ...was attracted to it and couldn't plug it off my ears ....here would like to share with all of you ... and there's only 12 more days to final ...work hard kiwen.... but i just can't wait for the holidays ... also not to forget hereby wish good luck to all my friends & do our very best ya !!


绿袖子 元若蓝

你送的鸢尾花早已经枯了你教的那首歌我学会弹了
风把旋律吹乱了
心又随风飞走了
我的手指弹着弹着想起你了
习惯在你手心练习那首歌
习惯有你指尖轻轻跟着和
歌里不再有你了
你还在回忆住着
愈想忘了愈会记得
有你多快乐
挥别春天的绿袖子秋天开始爱成飘落的叶子
你的左手有我许多没写完的字
独奏的绿袖子是我一支钥匙
锁着想你的住址
我会记得曾经有你爱我一次
可不可以不要成熟
也不要懂事
回旋的绿袖子音符还不休止
绕成永远的戒指
你教的那首歌我不再弹了

happy birthday Mummyyyyyyyy!!

ahahaha.....this morning she was so surprise to see a card on her side table!!! and guess what... daddy didn't even know today's her birthday... but i think guys are just not too pin point of this kinda little bity things ... okay all girls have to do is just to forgive them because this is their nature ...HahA !! but... when they date with girls ..they tend to don't miss any of them ... & a total change after mariage ...



okay, coming back to our topic.... just would like to wish mummy HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! wish you'll stay yong & happy always ...also stay healthy .... LOVE YOU SO MUCH !

my mum

mum & I...

(was lazy to find photos in camera..only got this in comp..sorry)

ArGhh....

im tired. i'm exhausted.... but yet there are much more other stuff there waiting me to bother... and yet parents had some argument today which i would not like it to happen.... im always standing in between them.... just like filling for sandwiches.... one giving her opinion and he speak out his..... and this really makes me see through that people do think differently...each of them having their own thinking. but in fact its quite interesting listening both them speaking out their feelings which i think both having their wrong and right sides....

and stuff that i have to remember while finals will be in only around 15 days ....tonnes and tonnes to study and tiring ones too.... my brains can't take it anymore. 15 more days, kiwen , just 15 more days then it'll be over... said easier than done ..... okay okay just bear with it ...determination and hard work needed...

and decisions, decisions .... for the following semester.... currently my will tells me that i'll be able to take all core papers... yet afraid of not able to cope with it.... just take time to decide and i'll push this to after the finals

last... where to go during holidays??? my precious holidays .. not even one month... really have to spend it wisely because next sem will have no life most probably... ehh why thinking of this now? i should now kick myself off to the study room... bury myself with the loads of knowledge ...


p/s : take care and wishing all the best to my friends in the finals ... we'll pass ACCA together... the companionship will drive us all along ...

Its 11/11/08 !!!

Today, i got this >>
though its not anyone's birthday...haha.... of course not FOC.... but would like to say thanks to candice for informing me about this offer that happens only once in a decade i guess.... in conjunction with 11th annivesary of secret recipe & only available in 11 outlets .... offering BUY 1 FREE 1 !!! Its really a WOW... especially during this time - recession..

anyway coming back to this where i had to say thanks to daddy for queueing up for it ..but at first thought of which flavour to buy but too bad that by the time his turn there's only 4 more flavours left, so had no choice but to get this >>

Caramel Cheese Cake... yummy !!!

its the 1st time i've tried it but not bad ....


but can still replace bro's birthday which he had no cake for this year....

p/s: why am i still here while its now 11.30pm & having class tmr 8 morning ...bye got to be back for study...

Happy 17th Birthday !!!!

JUst hereby to wish my bro happy 17th birthday, and do your best in the SPM finals....... must get more A's than i had ya...

my stomach is full of prawn ........don't quite like this feeling...

ears... i need

feels like all these while i've been keeping my problems and feelings to myself, containing them in my self-assumed-almighty-heart.

but at the end of the day,i just feel so puny and heartbroken.i need a place where i can pour my feelings all out without fear and embarassment, somewhere my tears can flow freely and knowing a cushion will be there when i fall.

mistakes and obstacles in my life up til now has yet to awaken me from my failure self.why wouldn't i speak out? i thought it would be the better for everyone. but it was a huge mistake, an error not worth making, a fault to regret. until now, i've been containing those thoughts and feelings within myself, holding them back. i have failed to express them, didn't take those chances, i could've been a happier person.

i think it's making my life miserable, these feelings i'm hiding are. one day...one day i'll be there.somehow i think that i've kept them for too long they're all screwed up; my mind says i'm feeling alright, but my heart says i'm not fine; my heart says go for it, my mind says no, not yet.

desicions. decisions. decisions. one word that i fail to engrave in my pathetic brain. can't decide what to do and only regretting later thinking bout it. can i just take all 3 papers for next sem. i just can't wait to finish it. i don't think i can take it.what will only be the right one? even if i decided on what to do, my choices makes me wanna stab myself in the end. urgh.i feel so lost right now. i wanna cry studying professions.but actually its still alright i guess...

p/s: don't ask me about things i've mention here, i just need a place to pour out my feelings...