confidence

just another update that i've been thoroughly busy these 2 weeks.... though its just only 2 weeks of studies...  its a sigh that i only felt how heavy are the syllabus of the core papers... wohoo...

and i told myself not to give up easy, i've many miles more to go, but i can't wait to get to what I see down this road and all my life. I've learned to just take it day by day. I'm not there yet but I know I'm on my way. I still got lessons to be learned, there's a choice at every turn. and could there be no turning back?

but i've always long for adventure,to do the things that i've never did, my heart should be wildly rejoycing, and now im facing adventure, but why im i so scared? what's the matter with me?? 

actually what so fearsome about that. ooh i must stop all these doubts all these worries, if i don't i just know i'll turn there, i must dream of the things im seeking.... i should seek the courage i lack. the courage to face my mistake without defiance... i must show myself that im worthy.. somehow i'll impress myself...hehe

p/s : have confidence in yourself ...