here i am

its been a while i have lost the feeling to blog up here, as requested by jess and siaowah, here i am, u both should be happy now ? lol

actually their request for update is not the main reason for me being here, for almost 2 weeks, im feeling uneasy with myself that i can't explain, its just like a huge rock laying on my chest, and i don't know what causes that to take place?? hate it so much... argh.... help !!!

i tend to prefer to stay back in college, don't feel like going back home, and prefer to stay alone most of the time, and that i wouldn't try to speak to others unless they take the initiative to....and i went outing too many, which means money left not much, and always tend to find them to talk to, though i know sometimes im disturbing them, but who cares.... haha i know u both will sms me once u see this...

have full whole strech of lectures for the whole week, phew... such a tiring one. attended mr. charlie's lecture, considerably effective in my opinion, whereby he triggers us to think rather than sitting down waiting for answers which i did it the last sem.... and i find this funny where there were once ...after our lunch break, mr. charlie directed us on some so called "after-lunch exercise". it comes around like this, u can try it now while reading this. it starts with you raising either side of the leg, turn it clockwise, continuously....it must be turning clockwise, try it now pls... following by .. raising up one hand of yours, try to write the number '6', and continue turning the leg clockwise while doing this... failure right?? ahahaha.... because you are can't even control your movements...lol

and something mr. michael did mentioned today is that he was asking if anyone knows cooking, and not surprisingly, no hands were up.... and he said we were pathetic..because food is the vital elements for survival and we don't even bother to learn to cook... i was thinking .. quite true actually...haha

that's it for this time, byeee.... back to studies again....