haywire

my life has gone H.A.Y.W.I.R.E . . . . . not in timing wise, but in terms of goals in life and also commitment and passion. i don't really know what i wish to achieve in life now, no plan, no passion, no determination on anything. laziness has been always surrounding me and i hate myself a lot being stuck in this situation. really feel like punching myself ....

and today i came across a book, saw this ' the quality of a person's life is in direct proportion to their commitment to excellence, regardless of chosen field of endeavour. ' >>> a total reflect on myself , sigh :(

i always feel myself being packed up with loads of things, yet not completing any... the only moment i don't feel such when im with my lovely friends, where spending time with them seems to be precious one. today, i have got that warm feeling though bro has gone to melaka, where dad took out his guitar, was playing sentimental songs, which were too lovely and meaningful to me, and mum & I sing along ... so nice!

thanks a lot to sam for the encouragement, told me " if you think you can win, you can! Faith is necessary to victory" .... " to make it to the top, you've got to want it with all your heart"