Just let it be ...

Now, i'll just let it be, let it be....let it be, there will be an answer, so just let it be...

I've lost my own reflection, don't know where im going to ...

And I feel that im away from the path. And if this is the moment I stand here on my own, if this is the right passage that somehow leads me home, I might be afraid but its my turn to be brave, I BELIEVE !!!!

Or should I say "Just let it go".... before anything happens....

爱的代价

Listening to this song lately, & it represents what I feels ......being emo again...

爱的代价 - 梁咏琪


也许我偶尔还是会想他
偶尔难免会惦记著他
就当他是个老朋友啊
也让我心疼也让我牵挂
只是我心中不再有火花
让往事都随风去吧
所有真心的 痴心的话
仍在我心中虽然已没有他
走吧 走吧 人总要学著自己长大
走吧 走吧 人生难免经历苦痛挣扎
走吧 走吧 为自己的心找一个家
也曾伤心流泪 也曾黯然心碎
这是爱的代价

Is he ??

"Is he? ..... Am I ....? So..... but.... " Those who are reading this must be thinking what am I writing about right? It just what keep buzzing my mind these few weeks .... I've tried & suceeded but it only last for 1 or 2 days i think.... I just can't get it off my mind, whenever im studying i can't get any facts into my brain, i ended up daydreaming...... haih....too bad. I kept telling myself don't think too much, just let things get on naturally.... ok i promise !!!

Friends Gathering

For the past few Saturday, went out to Mid Valley to gather with secondary school friends, last one was around December. So, I expected around 10 of us to be there. (especiall jun yi coz she’s leaving to Indonesia for medicine studies ).I was the first one to reach…..too disappointed that only 5 of us get to make it , as for the others all having their own business. But, there’ll be another gathering very soon (Shh.. can’t tell now).

Anyway, we get together went to have our lunch, sit down & talk for hours, haha… we all quite kinda “bak gua”, waaa… throughut the conversation, found out quite a lot of them had bf already & the others too. Some of them break off & found another already. Waa.. why they can find another in such a short time, they only need a short time to recover( I think ..) !! When they ask about me…whether I’m having any ? ( I answer no lo.. ). I haven found mine yet ma…too bad….it’s okay, i’ll just let the god decide when’s the right time ..hahahahehe

Only get to take one photo( upload later)….coz forgot …was busy talking to each other XD..

Anyway, just be patient, my prince will come when it’s the right time. >>> I BELIEVE !!!

First Time.....

For the past 2 days, i'd my first time working experience, not actually working because i was just helping my dad, where one of his company has a booth at the KLCC "ARCHIDEX'08" exhibition.

As for Sat, reached there at 11am, then its work time. Basically, what i got to do or should i say what i can do is just giving out the leaflet & attending the customers. But since i only know the basic info of the products, i can only answer some of the basic ones, so bad, i wish i knew more about it, just for eg the price per square feet of different kind of window & door system. At least, i manage to remember some of it after working for the 2 days.

> my tag for the day <

Let's take a look at pics first :

>i like this stairway a lot !!! Its so style <

> nice view of the twin tower <

> along the hallway <

Dad's company's name : Le Diamant

> i like this glass, made up of broken glasses <

> perhaps u can see me in the reflection , haha <

> the louvers <

After that, around 3pm, went around the hall to take a look at others products. I didn't get to rest before that ,basically its quite a busy & tiring day !! (especially my legs coz of the high heels , ouch !! )

Here are some pics taken where i found them quite interesting ones :

> how i wish i could have one , price RM71,000, wow, for 4 person <

> funny toilet bowls <

> shinning tiles .... i like it <

> crystal ??? forgot wat's that called ,hehe <

> its a new version of shower, where water fall straight from the ceiling, see that? <

> this buddha casting is very special, it will look at u all time wherever u go, take a look at pics below ? <

> interesting right? <

> my mom love this painting a lot!! <

Something funny is that i don't feel hungry at all although i didn't take my lunch then around 4pm, some of the booths they had free food for tea time for the customers, then i went to pick up one curry puff & cinnamon pie, taste good too !! Nowadays, its so tough in business where they had to provide free food for the customers where they don't have it for years before it.

Later, at 7pm, its closing time for the exhibition but its not the end of the day because all exhibitors were invited to a professional networking evening, so happily we went there because i thought that finally we can sit down comfortably for my legs to have some rest. Unfortunately, when i reached the ball room, saw everyone standing in groups, where there's drinks & snacks being served. Its really an open eye to me, getting expose how to socialise & the ball was mainly mend for the architect professionals. Pictures again :

> in the ballroom <

> i tried for the beer but its so bitter, so i got to go for the juice <

> the long bread stick <

> hmm....<

Around 8.30pm, dad was again invited to his staff's party in kepong. So, got to rush there & reached at 9pm. It was the "full moon" baby party, she got a "long fung tai" dunno wat u call in eng, sorry ! It was test tube babies, she tried 5 times before that & finally successful this time, spent about RM60K for it....waa...so expensive to get baby . Anyway, reached home at 11pm.....after taking bath...went to bed Zzzzz... straight off coz i was too tired .

Again...

Yesterday, daddy said he wanted to have some cake, then mummy say let's bake cake then !!! Happily, we started on. We then decided to bake " Orange Cup Cake" !

Firstly, to weigh all ingredients in proportion, eggs, sugar, margarine, orange juice, etc... (secret...actually no secret la, just following the recipe !).

Next is to mix the mixture in the mixing machine.



paper cups all ready in the baking tray !!

mixture in the paper cup ...

READY?? baking time now ...

in the oven...

freshly out from oven...... hmm smells good !! (smell that??)

looks like muffin ??

In conclusion:

1. Smell pass

2. Outlook pass

3. Taste pass

HAHahehe...

Back to studies !!!

It has come to the end of my holidays, wow, ONLY 3 weeks holiday, days were slipping passed, and that the good things never last. During these 3 weeks, enjoyed & played quite a lot, but its just that resting & relaxing time is not enough & it’ll never be enough, isn’t it true to everyone ?? Anyway ,we should learn not to be greedy, for these 2 days, I keep on telling myself its time, time for studies, having enough rest, its time to work hard & to sacrifice all our play time.. I’ll really gonna be serious for the next 6 months, its not kidding anymore, ACCA – really tough course, its just like a relay, can’t stop down anytime, have to be on path, not to slow down ….

My aim for the next 6 months is to really focus on studies, pay attention in class, understands what has been taught, do more practice and lastly of course to pass paper F7, F8 and F9. I MUST DO IT !!!! MUST !!!


Another thing is that though is hard facing all kinds of exams, I enjoy college life a lot, where I can spend almost everyday with all my lovely friends, going through our hard times, playing time, I really appreciate the time we had in the past, current & hopefully for future ones as well.
Lastly, I here wish all the best to everyone of you in future !!! Hoping that everyone will pass our June exams…and move forward for a brighter future .


LET’S START FROM HERE, LOSE THE PAST, CHANGE YOUR MIND, WE DON’T NEED A FINISH LINE !