Inside of me

My mind's so empty right now. I feel the urge to study ,yet the determination isn't there.I have the instincts to make a decision, but still hesitating and hoping it was the right choice.I want to try something new, yet the fear of critism and failure is overwhelming me. Sometimes i just need someone to love me, but actually i just want to be alone.

What am I talking about ?? Doubt it..... Am I in the right path ??? yea i guess so...

now listening to : Lost - Michael Buble, Dark Road - Annie Lennox

Be Inspired

When one door of hapiness closes,
another opens;
but often we look so long at the closed door,
that we do not see the one,
which has been open for us.

Feel like ....

Perhaps now ...I would just like to be standing in front of the sea ......where I can scream out loud ...LOUD .....enormously loud & long .......AHhhhhhhhh.............. . Don't worry ....i just don't know why now im feeling very pressured.... pressure till i hardly could breathe, as if there's something heavy pressing on my chest............. AaHhhhhhhhhhhh... again ..haha !!!!

What am I exactly expecting from myself ?? I don't know ... Perhaps just to do my very best in everything without regret..... but it just happens... okay not to mention about it again..


Oh no !!! Why am i now here... i should be studying while my progress test gonna fall next thurs.....

Phew ...

Its just a relieved & at the same time a sad thing to mention about too. Relieve is just because I pass all papers. Sad thing is that i got bad results for this semester..... too bad !!! I post this is just to inform all my friends who were studying abroad, thanks for caring ya! Even call & send messages though they were at overseas, thanks a lot, love u all so much !!!

So now, my mission is to STUDY!!! & STUDY also ..... To pass ACCA exams without failing, but this semester all subjects are tough & lots to be study, i really got to have strong determination this time, i start to feel the pressure this semester as what all the others used to say about ACCA "TOUGH ONE THOUGH,EXCELLENT COURSE ".Though its really not easy to get through all these, i appreciate it a lot ... i learn a lot throughout the course, it traineds being someone able to adapt to the competitive market nowadays.

Ooopss...

Oh well, as for these few days, i've tried not to get it into my mind, not to think about it. Too bad to say that my friends in college tend to remind it again & times more (sigh...) . I tried to fill my free times with my studies or should I say its been busy & hectic this semester, but yea i think i learn a lot through it though, most of all i've learnt to be PATIENT, its been so hard keeping myself to sit down & study, i ended up falling asleep many a times. (sigh again...). But, it doesn't seem the case to my friends, they seem so relax & enjoying themselves, but frankly speaking im quite in a struggle where i find there's loads to study & most importantly i know i might not even be able to complete the studying for my progress test which will fall in 9 more days time !!!

Oh NOOoo....results gonna be out next monday, its been 2 months ever since exam, waahhh... , this time i really wouldn't want to look at my own results just because its been the worst ever exam i've done & i know there's a possibilty of me failing 1 of the papers. WHAT ?? (I've not had this kinda feeling beforehand.....) Im just hoping that i can get a pass for F5, just merely a pass, it'll be more than enough for me, pls .... (the reason for that its that i know i didn't do well for that paper)

P/S : For those of you who know what im talking about, please so pray for me, love you all ya !!

But WHAT'S SO BIG DEAL ???, anyway it'll not be the end of my life, just to resit the paper, "easier said than done" right ?? Okay, i'll just don't think too much =)

Is he the future president ??

I just get to see this a few weeks ago on CNN, a very funny picture of it .Just want to share some with my friends. Let's see :

Abraham Lincoln

Barack Obama

& lastly the combination of lincoln & obama, HAHA!!

This combination of picture was made because the american feels that barack obama will be the future president, what a funny combination !!!

Fireworks .....I love it !!!

WOW..... my whole family sat down in front of the tv at 8pm sharp to watch the beijing olympic opening ceremony, to get to see this historical moment...

The fireworks were just enormously fabulous, its the ever greatest fireworks i've even seen,its just beyond description....

Its really a wow to the World: Chinese offer sensory overload, the grandest of spectacles of all.

Fireworks explode outside of the National Stadium during the Opening Ceremonies of the Olympics in Beijing.