Yummy...yummy !

Last friday as usual reaching home in the late evening and saw this !!!

It was just a surprise one because i didn't expect mummy will be able to make such curry puff! haha... do you see the turning part of the pastry? its just so crispy.... delicious ones.... like it so much..thanks mummy !!!

Also, due to mum's too excited with her succesion of curry puff & continue on baking home-made breads.....again indescrible...too delicious..its just like what we can get from outside bakery stores...a too pro home maker to describe my dear mummy or should i say home "baker" ?? Ahahaha...

let's look at the pics of it: (remember to withhold on your saliva !!! don't let it fall onto your keyboard , hehe...)

Where's the passion?

Lately, im feeling so stress, mainly because there's too much to study & i've not prepared myself for the progress test, just like what i've done today, gone for exam without having the time to study audit, & i left the exam hall before time is up, you all must be thinking ki wen have changed !! firstly because i was suffering from some muscle cramp somewhere around the stomach that i could no longer take it, & also i was too frustrated that i should have knew the answer for a few parts of the questions if i'd the time to study. Not to forget that mock exams is just in another 16days..... (sigh... can't i have more time pls ??)

Also, i had class from 8am-9.30pm on wed, unbelievable?? Its reality... & nowadays i would think that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE because i've changed.... a total change in myself !!

I don't know why i've lost my passion & interest...lost of control of myself & sometimes feeling depress ..... i'll try my best to control it & hoping this depress feelings will just pass off soon...
(not to worry so much because i'll feel much better after writing out all my feelings )

I'll keep the words in my heart always:
"The best way of forgetting how you think you feel is to concentrate on what you know you know.”

“You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.”

“Discipline and concentration are a matter of being interested.”

(knock...knock...knock !! wake up ki wen! where has your passion gone?)

now listening to: reflection-christina aguilera
a whole new world (disney)

Persistence

its the first time i've abandonned my blog...haha

oh well i just hope it'll be the last & only one.

just that i don't know what
to fill this empty space with.
my mind's so empty right now.

"don't lose your way

with each passing day

you've come so far

don't throw it away

live believing

dreams are for weaving

wonders are waiting to start

live your story

faith, hope & glory

hold to the truth in your heart"

"persistence" the word

that i have to hold it in my mind always from now on

to accomplish great things,we must

not only act,but also dream

not only plan,but also believe...

for every obstacle there is a solution

nothing in the world can take place of persistence

the greatest mistake is giving up...

you wouldn't know what you can do until you try

nothing will come out of nothing - i believe

ever wonder why is the mountain so high?

i believe it is for us to climb on

if you do not climb up the mountain

you'll never get to know what best describes "high"

p/s: when will lesson be learnt? can't afford any more broken hearts ...

listening to : if we hold on together - diana ross

Goodbye my friend...

Last Saturday, went to meet up with korine while she’s leaving to UK Birmingham soon, I was so lucky that I could meet her up before she leaves, all the best to her & I believe she’s soon a successful chartered accountant, i’ll miss her a lot & we'll just work hard towards our mission ..yeah!!

3 of us having 3 similar ones:
1.short sighted (hehe)
2.studying in the same field
3.using Sony Erricson phone (coz she was using nokia all these while...hehe... wah she bought a
new one... a nice one!!!

me & korine :)

korine, jennifer & I....

camwhore of ourselves... hehe

Lastly, to wish her once again all the best & finally her wish fulfilled & most importantly to keep in touch !!! Also, would like to take the opportunity here to wish daphene, michelle, ean wearn, xiao wei, mei shan, rachel, yi lin, jun yi, ken, vivian & sorry for some of them who i've missed out..

I believe that if we hold on together,i know our dreams will never die....

Mid- Autumn Festival

This year’s Mid-Autumn Festival is just another memorable one, where 30 of us, almost all family & relatives gather in grandma’s house, prepare & cook the food, took dinner together, chat & talk a lot, lotsa laughter I could hear,& of course some lights from the candles where we used to play in the old days & now the fun is passed on to all my lovely small cousins, also some smoke from the burned paper lanterns ..... it was just a happy happy day !!!

Now I realized that all this kinda festive, where’s those legend stories are just a legend no doubt, are actually meant for us (especially for people in this century, where they used to use busy as an excuse, not meet or gather with one another) to have an opportunity to gather on, I like this feeling when everyone seems to be so united, where there’s a strong family bond where I belong to, & most importantly I know that I have a HOME....

Photo session !!! HAhahaha...

too much dishes for that night that ended up a lot more left though its yummy ...

use to drink chinese tea but its a bit special for this year where we got new one TADA!!! the mini ice kacang blender..... its fun to make your own one ^.^

me & my lovely cousins vivian & chain hui...

3 bowls of ABC made by me of course (*.*)

lastly got a pic of it "the moon" !!!

He's running out of time

Today, get to hear from my brother that one of his friend, so unfortunately was certified that he was infected on blood leukemia, & now there’s only 1 week left for him to live in this memorable world, I was so shock & sad at the same time. And the sad thing is that only his parents & friends know about it( I meant 1 week life), the victim himself know nothing about it, at this time I feel like crying, how can this happen to him?? As what my bro told me that the friend of his would have 2 weeks time to live if he choose not to get onto the chemotherapy treatment & would only have 1 week left if he continues on the treatment.... how would you decide if you were to be in his position ??? Its really a tough decision... unlike what we used to sigh for our so called "tough" ones.... Im just so sorry to hear that..... why are human’s life just so fragile, our lives can just be taken off so easily, we wouldn’t even know what will happen to us tomorrow & wouldn’t even know what’ll happen next minute. From now on, I’ll really appreciate what god has given me, everything that im having now, I’m starting to have the motivation for myself to work hard for what I wish to, I’ll not ruin every opportunity that god is giving it to me....... APPRECIATE EVERY MOMENT THAT YOU ARE HAVING NOW !!!

Here I would just like to pray very hard for him, hoping that the miracle will certainly happen that he’ll not just go off so easily while he has not done anything wrong in this world, also I believe that there’s just too much in this world that he has not seen or done before, hoping that he’ll not give up so easily, continue to fight on with those virus cells,( tears start filling my eyes)
why not this happen on those who have done something terribly wrong & unforgivable?? Also, hoping that all of you who’s reading this, please pray together ...pls.....(tears rolling down of my cheeks...)

What's wrong with me ??

Today, i got back my audit progress test paper, i can't believe that i don't feel anything about it where i used to be looking it so seriously, i can't deny that the results are bad this time because i just took things for granted, where i didn't prepare properly for it & i didn't even treat it as an exam, only see it as an exercise....hahaha.... What's wrong with me ?? Am I alright here??

I've changed from someone who's used to study often into now where i only hold on my notes ocassionally... when i have the mood to study. But things are just not turning out right whereby im suppose to be studying enormously hard when the knowledge is getting tougher to understand in this level...

Can anyone just WAKE ME UP !!!! Wake me up inside!! Currently listening to : Wake Me Up When September Ends . (It'll be too late when sept ends ..hehe.. when the next test is just 2 weeks away....)