now...

now only i notice that life has its occasional letdowns and not everyone is worth their word.

today its my first time attending P3 lecture without siao wah... :(

As expected, it was so bored without her accompany me. So the only way to get rid of this boredom is to concentrate .. haha. I managed to but only for a few hours.... then fell asleep (during lecture) till my handphone fell off the table without me noticing it untill the guy sitting in front pick it up.... aiks first time sleeping in class xD

i guess because we were too used to sitting with each other, her absence really make a difference to me, just like "can't live without her"...haha ^^( hoping that she won't be reading this...). but i really hope to attend every lecture with her but i know it'll not happen.. (how i wish..)

and decisions agains... its pretty a difficult one for me...

this post is a continuation of the previous one.... once again THANK YOU to all my fellow friends & you* 

thanks a lot to all the wishes .... in fact its pretty lucky to have friends... and im especially thankful to having friends who remember about my birthday...

this year's birthday have been bringing more surprises to me.... starting:

1. surprise party organized by siao wah... was totally out of my expectation.. thank you so much for making the effort to buying the white chocolate cake...was so touched at one moment & wanted to hug siao wah but didn't get the chance to... again celebrated with my college mates.. ^^

2. receiving wishes by sms & calls.... thank you so much... and must mention about this that jun yi thanks you so much although you are at indonesia... still remember me.. was another surprise & loving one

3. receiving sms from samantha, michelle, yee wei from UK !! this was the first time getting birthday wishes from UK... thanks a lot for even counting the time difference of 7 hours...so loving of you all... muacks... 

4. had bit of dissapointment of when some of my highschool mates have forgotten to wish me at 6/2/09 itself but was surprised me was receiving birthday cards & presents at the next day... especially sit joanne... ahaha... sit sit.. you was so funny on that day....but jing yi i want linda chung's album (why out of stock?? grr..)

5. thanks to clement for your present !! ( if you are reading this... thank you so much for making the effort to find the wrapping paper that matches so well with it!! ... also thanks for the card.. appreciate it a lot..)

6. thank you to siao wah... im really lucky to have you as my friend.. thanks for the card.. the card means a lot to me.. that i'll keep it properly... what is in the deep of my heart is just more than words..... a million times thank you will never be enough .... thank you so much...

7. thank you jennifer, maple, sook voon, susan, lam yew, mint tzet, kah jun, paul, boon heng, chuen jein, chit yuen, shu yi, korine, yit tze, etc..

(photos will be post later )

just want to say

just want to say ....

Happy 19 th Birthday 

to myself !

thank you so much to all of you who had made the effort to wish me and 

especially a BIG big thank you to siao wah!!! wanted to give her a hug that day but didn't get the chance to..... ( but can a hug you another day???)

i have a lot more to say... but i don't have the time now ...had to prepare myself for test... 

TO BE CONTINUE...

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL GALS & GUYS. take care...

p/s: wish to have linda's album as present but since they said its out of stock ... there it goes ( bit of dissapointment) 

Chinese New Year

just a brief one of where i'd went & peoples i'd met .... 

my cute little cousins ... nicholas wong 

& curtiz wong .... aren't they cute ??

they are more of them but didn't get the chance to take photo coz they were too naughty la..

2nd day.... went to ma ma's house for lunch following by some relatives house 

3rd day.... went back to seremban.... & also did went to port dickson for a walk... but too bad i didn't bring  my clothes there... can only walk but not swim ..

4th day... again relative house 

5th day... went house hopping with college mates ... visited wai yin's , ming ting's , seh yung's & su tyng's house.... enjoy a lot !!!! took some pics.. will post it later ...also not to forget to thanks lam yew for sending me back.. 

6th day ... rest day & flip on my notes

and i've got to go for a chinese new year party tommorow night.... seven days ..all occupied !!! how am i gonna have the time to study??? help !!!

too sad ...

still remember the guy of my bro's friend who got leukemia?? this morning, got a sudden message saying that he had just passed away this morning.... i felt so sad about it... i'll wish to send my condolence to yee sook's family ... 

as today is the chinese new year eve.... and i believe his parents will be thoroughly painful during this chinese new year.... what a sad one... they don't even have the chance to have their last reunion dinner.... :(

now only i know how much should we appreciate our love ones.... so to all friends out there... please do appreciate our life as we had got the choice  to do what we want to... 

happy chinese new year to all .........

happy : )

feel so happy yesterday..... because i've been laughing all the way from afternoon till night ... went to pyramid yesterday ... to spend our ample time before attending the financial english classes.... its wasn't a planned one.... but ended up so happy with it.. actually sometimes unexpected ones will bring more enjoyment i guess.... 

also .. another unexpected one.. which is to have  a surprise birthday party for yi wen.... i think it's really a surprise one to her..... and i love surprises  la..being envy here..haha..  oh currently have to think of present for yi wen... took some photos .. but will only post it after i get it from siao wah ...

and we did took some of the chinese new year decoration around pyramid.... they was a funny one where me & siao wah did the funny gong xi fa cai pose...ahaha... will post it later too....

oh ya.. found this on my phone .. me & siao wah were playing this kids game suitable for age 3-4.. ahaha.....

bout the ICFE classes..... so bored ... and after class get to meet up with yi lian, susan, kay sim, clement.. we were all talking about the lecturers...so funny... but anyway as what clement say will skip some  of the classes since the ACCA papers are that heavy.... ok .. time to go.... 

p/s: happy chinese new year to all !!!! 

change...

in a new year, a new semester......everything has changed..... CHANGES ??? everything around me has changed... a total change.... people have changed.... their attitude changed.... thinking changed... lifestyle changed.... somehow i don't understand why sometimes i feel a bit left out or might be there must be a change in myself to adapt to others?? somehow i  felt some of my friends who are used to be so close .. in sudden felt so far ..which is out of my reach... they seem like a stranger to me. while on the other side.... those which i  used to say hi to them .. are getting closer ... ???

but all i want is just to be myself. as we are born as what we are, not as what others want us to be... isn't it right?? 

i hate that feeling being retracted by others...why can't they just remain ... no no changes pls... or from the other point of view.. if we do not change.... there'll not be any improvement... conflict again...

p/s: guess i'll get used to it as time goes by...hope so