now...

now only i notice that life has its occasional letdowns and not everyone is worth their word.

today its my first time attending P3 lecture without siao wah... :(

As expected, it was so bored without her accompany me. So the only way to get rid of this boredom is to concentrate .. haha. I managed to but only for a few hours.... then fell asleep (during lecture) till my handphone fell off the table without me noticing it untill the guy sitting in front pick it up.... aiks first time sleeping in class xD

i guess because we were too used to sitting with each other, her absence really make a difference to me, just like "can't live without her"...haha ^^( hoping that she won't be reading this...). but i really hope to attend every lecture with her but i know it'll not happen.. (how i wish..)

and decisions agains... its pretty a difficult one for me...