here i am

its been a while i have lost the feeling to blog up here, as requested by jess and siaowah, here i am, u both should be happy now ? lol

actually their request for update is not the main reason for me being here, for almost 2 weeks, im feeling uneasy with myself that i can't explain, its just like a huge rock laying on my chest, and i don't know what causes that to take place?? hate it so much... argh.... help !!!

i tend to prefer to stay back in college, don't feel like going back home, and prefer to stay alone most of the time, and that i wouldn't try to speak to others unless they take the initiative to....and i went outing too many, which means money left not much, and always tend to find them to talk to, though i know sometimes im disturbing them, but who cares.... haha i know u both will sms me once u see this...

have full whole strech of lectures for the whole week, phew... such a tiring one. attended mr. charlie's lecture, considerably effective in my opinion, whereby he triggers us to think rather than sitting down waiting for answers which i did it the last sem.... and i find this funny where there were once ...after our lunch break, mr. charlie directed us on some so called "after-lunch exercise". it comes around like this, u can try it now while reading this. it starts with you raising either side of the leg, turn it clockwise, continuously....it must be turning clockwise, try it now pls... following by .. raising up one hand of yours, try to write the number '6', and continue turning the leg clockwise while doing this... failure right?? ahahaha.... because you are can't even control your movements...lol

and something mr. michael did mentioned today is that he was asking if anyone knows cooking, and not surprisingly, no hands were up.... and he said we were pathetic..because food is the vital elements for survival and we don't even bother to learn to cook... i was thinking .. quite true actually...haha

that's it for this time, byeee.... back to studies again....

love this

had been hanging on with this song for quite a while, and i think it really means a lot... the lyrics... just to share this...

In life...

Sometimes in life,


You find a special friend;

Someone who changes your life
Just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh
Until you can't stop;

Someone who makes you believe
That there really is good in the world.



And sometimes in life,


You find a special person;

Someone who changes your life,
Who you will have endless conversation with,
Who you don't mind laughing along,
And spending time taking meal with,
Staying on with....

i've got it

its been a while again i didn't update on here.

it was on a sun morning, i force myself to wake up to have breakfast with parents, i hold the alarm clock close enough to see the time because my specs was on the side table, it shows 9.55am. then i walk to the door, open it, and suddenly i follow on with the swing of the door & the momentum of it, and 'doom' i fall towards the floor. what an ouch! i didn't know how it happen, but the only thing i know where i lost my balancing that moment & that's why i fell, so clumsy....

also, enjoy a lot last sat, on the overheard movie & karaoke of course, looking forward for our next time... hehe

and was too happy to receive a call yesterday noon, that i could attend eason's chan concert this sat, hahahahaha..... but too bad, i wish to go along with her....sigh. hoping that she will be able to shout out long together with me before our results day.

today, PT1 on P6.... what a wast of time, totally repeating questions, was so lazy to write down the answers.... it doesn't really bothers me... PT1....argh forget about it...& there's something relieve that P4 is not a too tough one for the time being ..yeah!

lastly, of course results again, hoping everyone passes and celebrate next mon, cheer everyone....

hi! im back....

After keeping my blog abandoned for such a long time, I decided to fill something in here, hehe...... btw thanks a lot to those who care a lot for me, concerning what had took place for not updating my blog.....lol...

Phew... lots and lots of things had happened.....first was of course a few outings and gatherings with my dear friends and i’ve been lazy to put up any photo in here.... my laziness explains it all...lol....and the sad thing was that i wouldn’t be able to attend lecture together with all my buddies due to different option paper chosen, miss the days .... up next was that my grandpa who passed away... i love u always....

Oh ya, about the prom night, didn’t really get to enjoy it because i was too tired physically and mentally i guess.... but i didn’t regret attending it as the pretty pics took with all guys and gals was the reward for it, hahaha. Also, the experience in Euphoria, was much smaller than what i had expected, and i was basically mentally awake due to enormously loud beat sound in there, i wouldn’t call that ‘music’..... enjoy that day.

Following by my dear Siao Wah’s birthday, just to say sorry here that i have not got you any present for your sweet 20th birthday, even till now, forgive me please..... hehe....anything you would want inform me please as i don’t really know what you would wish to have....again sorry for that. Anyway, i did not plan any surprise for you, but just hoping that you are enjoy that night and the card !

That’s all for this time, see you guys and gals as i am not too sure when i will update my blog, i promise i will do so if i find the time..... feel free to leave down some comments and i’ll try to reply as soon as possible, anything urgent please contact me through hp, take care.....

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

i realise.

i don't really know how important my parents are to me until they left s'pore and also at the wrong time (before my finals....sigh)haha.. anyway it has past. that i have to do everything on my own ( not hoping bro will help)... sometimes being lonely & scared.... but im happy to have very thoughtful friends of mine.... thank you so much jess, sam, ken, hau for making up some lame jokes, alvin thanks for your encouragement, especially siaowah ..thanks for everything.

at the same time, realise that it's time to relax... hop off again