Its been part & parcel of my life, where i used to chat & giggle around with my friends,where they will be there to listen to me, BUT now seems like im being out of the clique,don't ask me why coz i don't know the reason as well, perhaps i just want to be alone for sometimes,
and sometimes i lie inside for myself for hours,sometimes i feel alone & lonely all by myself....
I wipe away all my tears when i cry, I fight away all my fears when i scream,swallow up in the sound of my screaming,to cease the fear of my silent nights...
I hold my breath as this life starts to takes its toll,i feel i've lost all faith in the things that i've achieved,i've woken up now to find myself,in the shadows i've created,that now he's gone, & its not worth mentioning it,i've no heart feelings,but there's just a feeling burning deep inside of me, that i simply can't release it, simply can't....
It's hard to wait for something that, you know may never happen but, its even harder to give up, especially when its everything you wanted...
Lately I'm so tired being here,suppressed by all my childish fears,memories flashed through my mind, the thought of those happy moments,that there's just too much that time could not erase,& hoping that it'll remain forever & ever, do FRIENDSHIP last forever ?? I BELIEVE in Forever Friends, Yes i do...
Oh well, you can just ignore it as there's some confusion in myself....
listening to : My Immortal - Evanescence
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